unexpected

Sometimes I am fascinated of odd, but pretty pictures. Specially I love Edward Hopper and his women, they allways look far away, yet you can not see on the picture what are they looking. Maybe there is their strange and bad husband beating up their lovely dog or kitten, maybe they think about their last years without children, maybe they do not think at all, maybe they see out of the window this awful man killing someone with knife etc, etc. You never know, you know. It is thrilling and odd, strange and beautiful.

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And something spooky comes out of the pictures, it is like real life, where you actually can not know what happens tomorrow, or day after that, it just happens, it makes you different and sometimes beastlike things catch you, sometimes beautiful things, sometimes it is just odd and unexpected situation, where you find yourself, but inside you, you know you needed this experience.

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Horses

The most annoying thing people do (while they ask from you something important for them, like when they are in store and ask about book or clothes or what ever they need, or when they ask even about their location, when they are not local,) is CHEWing gum. Are you a horse or something! That is not polite and that IS ugly.

And that can insult anyone, who gives you any kind of serveses.

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used

I smoked some Porcelain. It was not as good as I wanted to be.

But I am not used to it.

Exposed

Oh, I found an exposed artist. That is funny blog.

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www.anartistexposed.blogspot.com

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And stuff at City gallery is too bit like artist exposing himself or herself. That is quite awful feeling.

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And yes you should go to Porcelain Smoke, if you are not coming... Then you will not have new experiance.

Head

I have to work my butt out of my head and that is hard, because my butt is pretty big.

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Jogging

Legs hurt because of yesterday's busstation. I practically jogged there, though I like walking quickly, specially with some male friend.

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Hospital

University smells like some kind of hospital. Next time I am here I will give them my liver, and maybe they will give me some knowledge or at least patience.

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I am what I am yet not, what I allow myself to be some day.

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A Halston quote: "I think fame and fortune are really a curse in a way, but yet thery´re necessary evils for success."

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You can find joy in City callery in Harju street. "Little bigs" (uuh, that sounds in English as if it is about pigs, but actually it is about birds. Beatiful flying birds).

Halston

I went to Humana and bought myself a nice dress - I think it looks as if Halston had made it. It looked cute, specially on me and I am going to wear it in theatre.

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If you come to Estonia, go to Draamateater, buy tickets for Porcelain Smoke and you will see me, with my Halston dress.

Dressing

An English version of my lfe, which is not actually very interesting. Liberary, museums and then some good literature. But I found Roland Barthes´s The Language of Fashion, and that makes my day. Though the Geogria makes some other people´s day. Let it make.

Quotes:

Dress is essentially part of the axiological order.
(7)

What can I say, when other people talk about politics - I talk about dresses. When other people talk about dresses - I talk about politics. Either way I am smart.

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Yesterday I found in the web American blog, where mister talked about fuel and it´s importance to America. I would not mind, if some things would be different in America. Not more fuel or cheaper fuel, but different lifestyle - not everyone does not have to have car - some people should just use public transport. But you know, it is America and it´s public transport.


Everyone gets weak if it depens on one thing.

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Andy Warhol used to write in 1960s in his diary: "What´s great about this country is that America started the tradition where the richest consumers buy essentially the same things as the poorest."

And now we see the fruit of this kind of great thing.