sometimes

sometimes you are more tired/dead, then you are alive.
sometimes you are physically so tired, that you can be only in bed, but mentally you are more awake then before.

Not

this is called reality-shock
I am all covered with some-one elses
problems
I am all alone

yet I am not

meeeee

sometimes you get this annoying feeling
that you are all alone and you do not know, what you want to do,
but you do it anyways

*
just in case