president

You have a problem and you do not know how to solve it, then you just talk about it and it will solve itself. This is the way things go. This is the way things are. Sometimes solving like this makes people angry at you and it creates more problems, but at the same time it makes you better man, when you know how to solve problems, without hurting someone.

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Artist has to hurt, has to figure out things, has to understand and stand for better world. Poet has the same thing to do.

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I went to Dragon gallery and saw Merike Estna, her question was about being artist. She asked if she was just another joker. And sometimes we have to see ourselves as jokers. We can not do anything about it, because this is the role the life has given us, and we either can take it and make it something else or we have to frow it away and take some other role. We are allways in some kind of being or having to be something we are not, but we have to be it anyways.

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The other art was Jaanus Tangsoo art in Horsehead gallery. It was intresting and intrigueing. What do people elect? Do they pick you for your smart clothes, pretty smile or your knowledge of manipulating with their desires? Do they pick your Chanell costume or Christian Dior suit or that brilliant and stupid sentence, which you said in TV when you wanted to be elected?

I mean if I could elect someone next time to be president of Estonia of U.S.A, then it would be totally naked woman with monkey's head. Or at least something like that.

control

To Ian Curtis

Get out of the train
you have lost your ticket
Get out of the pain
you have lost your feeling

Dreaming on each day
of the beautiful things
I see only rain
and some leaves on
the ground
talking silently to
dispair
giving up for names
and faces
sorting things out
in your head

Get out of the train
you have lost your ticket
get out of your pain
you have lost your feelings

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It is just like that.

Women

You cannot live with them and you cannot live without them.

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May-be it is a sign of me being gay, but I am seeing confusing and funny dreams.

Usually there are lots of pretty naked women in it. For example yesterday I saw Merle Palmiste.

Uuh...

That is strange thing.